I'm really crossing my fingers to not abandon this one anymore - hopefully this is the last you see of me :D
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OMG OMG OMG IM SO HAPPY I FOUND MY BLOG BACK.
If you're wondering why had I disappeared and not kept to my responsibilities as a blogger, I had a pretty valid excuse. Your blur blogger thought that she used a different email and couldn't access this blog - meanwhile she was pretty upset about it because she spent quite some while to think up such a beautiful blog name which relates to her.
She was so upset about it she nearly gave up on Blogger and went to Wordpress and Tumblr to form a new account. So since this blog is back in action, ignore the other two :D
Okay time for serious blogging